My Stupid Rants

What is the pump? The pump is when you're on Super Saiyan mode. It is when you're body is a fucking boner. It is when blood rushes to your muscle, causing hypertrophy, rendering a superhuman figure to your once stickly body. Your huge bro, just saiyan It is like looking for gold at the end of the rainbow. When you look in the mirror, you see someone that you could be, but you will never be, cause you're pump is always gonna be bigger than you bro.

13 more days. 13 days to study. 13 days to not fuck up. You can do this boy. I know it's tough but we've been here before. Success is my only motherfucking option. Don't even think about failing. You will pass the exams. You will finish med school. You will become a great person. Now back to your books.

22/02/16 3.20 a.m. I miss cats. I have loads of them back at home. Cats are awesome. When you rub their back and they purr, it makes your heart purr as well. When they do silly things like ask you for food and you have to literally wave the food right in front of their eyes for them to notice. Or how they clumsily knock down the vase in your house. Or how they love to sit on your laptop and won't move. Or how they sit on your books when you're trying to study. Or how they sit on anything. They are effortlessly CUTE! You don't see many cats in Ireland. No strays. You see people walking dogs everywhere but no cats in sight. Well that's probably because walking and cats don't really fit in the same sentence. But I sorely do miss cats. You can see cats everywhere in Malaysia. A haven of cats. But if you do see a cat in Ireland, they are the cutest of living things! So fluffy and so fat! I miss cats. The kitten I found at Anjung, Yaya I've been thinki...

05/02/16 2.22 p.m. Nanti aku dah ada anak, kalau dia mintak duit dekat aku, kau sabar jap lah. "ABAH DULU! Masa takde duit dekat Ireland tu, abah bangun pagi buat nasi goreng, jual. takde mintak mintak ni" Yes, itu lah yang aku nak kata dekat anak aku nanti. Padan muka dia. Tapi sejujurnya, salah aku jugak. Tak rancang perbelanjaan aku betul betul. If you fail to plan, you plan to fail, and hey did I fail. But no worries, failure teaches you to be a better person, to learn from your mistakes, to make better decisions. And if I find myself in the same situation in the future, it's not a mistake. It's a choice. I have dug my grave, now I have to lie in it. It's not that bad actually, it keeps me alert and active. Sekarang takde masa dah nak bukak mata pukul 8 pagi, lepastu merungut tidur balik sebab nak sambung mimpi. Now as soon as the alarm rings I have to get up and start cooking (after solat of course) then rush to class. No more snooze button. I...

26/01/1 1.22 a.m. Salam. It's been a tiring day. Today (or yesterday) was the first day of class for semester 2 and I'm absolutely knackered. I promised myself to start blogging again since the day I flew here but knowing me, I've procrastinated even when I had nothing to do over the winter break (six weeks of mereput-ing) eh that sounded so wrong macam mereputing. puting. lol. But guess what guys I'm here in Dublin! It's only been about 4 months but I've done my best to make Ireland feel like home for now. I'm only gonna be here until December next year so I've to make every second count, and to be particularly honest, I'm not proud of my first semester here. The first semester was definitely what I'd call the 'honeymoon' semester, because I absolutely flunked it. I spent my mornings skimming through the lecture notes and the rest of the day watching movies (what a bad medical student I must sound like). But putting the past to be...

" Ya Allah ya Tuhanku, berikanlah ku kejayaan di dunia dan akhirat. Berilah kedua ibu-bapaku kejayaan di dunia dan di akhirat. Berikanlah sahabat-sahabatku kejayaan di dunia dan di akhirat..." Inilah doa yang aku sentiasa bacakan selepas solat dan sebagainya. Itulah yang aku inginkan: Kejayaan di dunia dan di akhirat . Apa gunanya kita hidup dalam dunia ini, kalau kita takda cita-cita. Apa gunanya hidup dalam dunia ini kalau tak ada misi untuk berjaya di dunia dan di akhirat.  Bukan sahaja dapat berjaya dalam dunia yang sementara ni, malah berjaya lagi di akhirat kelak yang selamanya, dan semoga bertempat di orang-orang yang beriman. Apa gunanya hidup hari ke sehari, sekadar ingin berseronok, ingin bergembira sentiasa. Kalau kita tiada arah tuju dalam hidup ni, tiada motivasi untuk menjadi lebih baik, maka itulah yang buat seorang itu boleh jadi tertekan dan tiada semangat untuk hidup. Dari kecil lagi, aku banyak mempunyai cita-cita. Ketika umur 6 tahun...

Assalamualaikum. HYEEEEEEE! It's been so long since I've updated my blog, the last time I posted something was in 2013, and if you're good in maths that's frickin 2 years ago! Imagine that! At the time I was a naive 18 year-old, still childish and I wrote things that would make me puke if I re-read it again. Well, now that I'm 20, I think that I have quite matured, my perception of the world has evolved and I've started to think about more important matters about the world.... TRIVIA : the url of my blog used to be: www.life-of-irfan.blogspot.com SO EFFIN LAME RIGHT?!!! Now ive changed it to www.theponpun.blogspot.com  Which somes much cooler. AMIRITE? JUST KIDDING!!! But seriously... Kalau aku baca balik apa yang aku tulis dulu-dulu memang rasa macam nak delete je semua posts tu and start afresh. But alas, I don't think that that's something that I want to hide. What I wrote in the past should be compared to how I write now that I've becom...